Silencing the pain of lost love.

May 25, 2007 at 9:50 pm (grand gesture, hope, inspired by, Love, love relationships dating, personal, Poetry, reconnecting, romance)

I’ve felt much better about the whole break up the last couple days. Fresh after it happened I was relieved, thinking I would be better off. I battled back and forth with whether it was right or not. I desperately wanted to be with her, but told myself it was the best for both of us. I wouldn’t be causing anymore stress in her life and my life would be much simpler. Peace would be restored. Many times I wanted to call her and get her back, one day I made a huge revelation and had to convince myself not to call. It wasn’t until I realized that I really could be losing her forever, that I decided I needed to let her know I love her. In hope that it would bring her back.

Its nice to have a constructive way to focus my energy. Instead of focusing on the longing and losing of a love. I can focus on my plan to tell her I love her, in a way that will not be forgotten whether she responds positively or not. I’ll know that I did make one last grand gesture to fight for love.

There isn’t a whole lot I can do today as far as setting this plan to action. The post office said it would be Friday or Monday before they would receive their shipment of postcards with the new rates. All I can really do is try to promote this blog to “tell the world” about my love, and my plans for The Grand Gesture. I hope to get as much attention to this as possible, not just the people that find the balloons. So if you are reading this and you like the idea, believe in love or just feel like helping out. Link to this blog. At least leave me a comment, or wish me luck so I know that you stopped by.

If you know of anyway to get the traffic to this blog it would help the cause. Part of making this gesture grand, is letting as many people know about it as possible. I’ve made a myspace profile as well. It’s If you have an account, (like everyone else) please add me as a friend. I don’t have the time to add everyone, and don’t want to use some automatic friend generator. I have a bunch of ideas in my head about things to do, just need to implement them. Its raining right now so I can’t do much outside.

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