For you.

June 1, 2007 at 4:00 am (grand gesture, hope, inspired by, Love, love letters, love relationships dating, personal, reconnecting, romance) (, , , , , , , , )

After completing the final steps last night, I was completely prepared to buy the courier balloons today and set the Grand Gesture in full affect.

One of my first thoughts waking up at the ass crack of dawn was. “She’s moving on, let her go.” Since this is the grand gesture of love, how loving would I be if I tried to prevent her from moving on. Although, the ultimate goal of this gesture is merely to let her know that I love her, that I am sorry for the things I said the last time I spoke to her, and anytime that I have treated her less then fair. I do hold on to some hope that I will be given a chance to repair the mistakes I made. After all, guilt is wishing you could change something that happened. I would never want to hold her back from finding true happiness, I just don’t want to end up regretting years down the road that I didn’t give this everything I possibly could. If I fail I can go on knowing that I tried.

If she decides that I don’t deserve another chance. (Which I can’t disagree with.) I just wish that she would speak with me directly and let me say what is in my heart. I have a gesture to make. One of love, hope, and desire.

So, if you are reading this and feel ready to talk to me, please let me know. I promise that I only have your best interests in mind.

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