In memoriam.

June 9, 2007 at 7:37 pm (grand gesture, hope, Love, love letters, love relationships dating, Music, personal, Poetry, reconnecting, romance, Song lyrics)

Miss me a little…but not too long

and not with your head bowed low

Remember the love

that we once shared

Miss me…but let me go

I’ve let her go. I haven’t contacted her since I told her about this blog, and will not contact her again. I’m moving on just fine. It would be pointless to hold on to something that isn’t going to happen. I’ve been going out and meeting new people. I kissed someone last weekend. Nothing more happened, but I’m making small steps. I’m not planning on forming any serious relationships with anyone anytime soon. I’ll be honest with the people I do date and let them know where I stand. I’ve grown up and moved past having sex just for the sake of my own pleasure. I really just need to find people in this city to hang out with. Make life a little less boring.

I’m taking my own advice and putting my energy into other things. I’ll still write here in this blog because I find it to be therapeutic. Putting my thoughts into words makes them concrete. When I write out the thoughts that I’m feeling I can stop thinking about them. Believe me, I’ve been doing way to much thinking. When I think about her I try to think about the good times we had. It doesn’t necessarily make things easier, but it does put a smile on my face. Thinking about the sadness and loss that I feel, does not.

I am looking after my brothers pets this weekend. He lives in the suburb where her mother lives and I took the dog to the Arboretum that her and I used to go to. I had lots of good memories of the place. Taking pictures there, catching tadpoles with her daughter, and spinning on the merry-go-round were a few of my favorites. The merry-go-round is gone now, the tadpoles have sprouted legs and hopped away. Lots of great things go away, but the memories keep them where they belong.

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